Haidar's Corner

I only show what I want others to see But in reality there's nothing in me I'm like a corpse whose innards are empty Even worse the corpse of a donkey Rotten to the core cloaked in the garb of innocent piety While I scheme with precision and wreak havoc stealthily You are but another victim like a pawn in my chess party I will laugh haughty and bask in my sinister revelry Till the glimpse of truth breaks free Unveiling the real me For now flip this coin and heads it will be For it is Double-face you will always continue to see Haidarwali 201603280704hrs

When cacophony of voices, drowns reason and logic, silence's contrast soothes; comforts until intoxication wanes leading back to 'senses' Haidarwali 201703280726hrs

Love is a good motivator It usu ally serves as a muse; inspirator Push or pull, depending on instigator I often find myself becoming contemplator Wondering at the enigma love; an animator Moving people to lose inhibitor For a fleeting, invisible reactor Switching on or off depending on factor I am still looking for a Love Doctor To mend my heart and give it a suture! Haidarwali 201603300145hrs

Sau dayawa zakuga ana qorafi akan matasa basa yin hobbasa wajen ganin sun gina kansu ko ta hanyar neman ingantaccen ilimi ko sana'a. Duk da cewa wannan abu haka yake, toh amman kamar yarda Hausawa suka ce: Idan bera da sata, daddawa ma da wari'. Shi dai 'matashi' kamar yarda sunan nasa ya nuna 'tasowa' yake yi don haka dole a nusar da shi hanyar da ya kamata ya bi don samun cigaban kanshi da ta al'ummar shi. A saboda haka ne nake ganin babban abunda matasa suke buqata a yau shi ne 'mentoring' watau 'jagoranci'. Kamar yarda makafi suke buqatar Dan-Jagora yake, haka Matasa suke buqatar 'Jagorancin Manya. Shi Babba dole ya dage ya jure yayi wa matashi 'jagora'. Da dadi, babu dadi haka za'a yi ta hakuri tunda 'yi wa wani yiwa kai ne'. Hakannan 'hannunka baya rubewa ka yanke ka yar'! Matasa duk da matsalolin su, suna kokarin abubuwa daidai yanayin da suka sami kansu. Ya rage ga 'Jagorori' su cigaba da dag...

Komai wataran wucewa zaiyi Babu abu madawwami Ko wahala ko jin dadi! Don haka dauki rayuwa da sauki Ka huta ma kanka tararradi Dama duniya shi Zuwa mukai zaman wucin gadi Chan 'Gidan' mukewa tanadi Muna ta kokarin yin guzuri Kafin lokaci yayi mu tattara mu tafi Ba wai neman 'duniya bai da amfani Bal, kar dai ya dauke mana hankali Mu zam tamkar 'bayi' a wurinshi Son zuciyarmu ya zam linzami Ya batar da mu a dokar daji Mas'tada'a shine saiti Dace shine a sami wadatar zuci Ba yabo, ba fallasar asiri Wannan shi zai kaimu ga gachi Allah Ya tabbatar mana da alkhairi! Haidarwali 201703241514hrs TRANSLATION: Everything is for a time Nothing lasts forever Suffering or Bliss So take life easy And be relieved of its pressure This world is a transit point We came for a brief stay It is the other 'Home' we prepare for Awaiting for the time to packup and leave Not to say we should shun this world But let it not distract us And allo...

I remember a luv deep like the oceans it was full to the brim now all that lies in its stead is a vast empty sea of sand unquenching ardor met it's match in the abyss of longing's desert carcass of hope's remains bare, barren and bleak croaking death throes pierce the eerie silence of space and echoes reverberate in confirmation, that I am now alone. Majeamin 201703222140hrs

People suffer in silence, for society has created 'boxes' and typologies to neatly place everyone in their appropriate storage as soon as something happens to anyone. 'Taboos' are covert tools of censorship that muffle and mute everyone into a state of self-deception and pretend-amnesia. We supress into the deepest part of our minds the unpleasantness that life experiences hand to us and unknowingly these later manifest in other ways that cause worse damage than that which we were fleeing from. It is disheartening that for fear of being ostracised, people are silent on issues like rape, marital abuse, sexuality and other taboo topics with individuals preferring to silently carry 'their' burden. But in actual fact it is a 'burden' that is proving to be a collective one. For the scars are what usually lead to much of the unsavoury behaviour we see springing out of nowhere. So no one should be left alone to suffer these psychological scars and we must n...

Sometimes These eyes drip dry Profusely pained Like heartbreak Like loss Like parting Like betrayal Like sadness Like......... These eye cry With no tears Having being lost Eons ago Now desert flourishes In hollowness of heart. Haidarwali 201703180921